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2008-01-21T16:40:00.001+08:00

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2007-03-30T01:32:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm.. wad i wan in life?? i clueless?? helpless??

Realli need someone to guide me through pull through along e path of life.

WhO cAn HeLp Me?? I NID S.O.S HeLp!!! EmErGenCy!!!

But till nw.. i'm still hab no aim.. i wanted to study tourism... but...

Hais.. guess it will always remain as a dream...

Nvm... tml gonna called up my traineeship course person in charge...

Learning hairstyling.. & gotta work for them for 3 yrs

If they wiLLing tO take me in da course...

PrAy HaRd ThEy TaKe Me In PLz...

I dun wanna be a nobody in life..
I wan to lead a good life..
I aLso wan happiness
I wan $$
I wan My FaMiLy
I wan My DeAr Lun
I wan My Jie Max
I wan My MJJs
I wan My Friends
I wan a Future Of Mine
& most of all......
I wan My Maple Buddies to become ReaL life Fren Of Mine, Part Of My Life

I L O V E them!!!

Hmmm... so many things happen recently.. realli broke le..

But. wad can ii do?? i know Dar must be v xin ku...

Guiding me along staying by my side...

As well as Jie.. i appreciate .. thank you Dar & jie.

Nw all i can do is instant noodles or my mum de shop there to eat...

Cant tell mom. or else i'm sure in deep shit to make her even more
Upset...

Hais.. arrange for course interview.. OmG.. Wad should i wear..??

Realli gotta slim down.. DOWN DOWN DOWN...

Alot of clothings i cant wear le... not even a proper wear... i dun even have one..

My gosh.. hais... after i recover frm my flu..

I gotta go jogging at least twice a week ..

Who gonna pei me to GYm.. Or swimming?? or a Jog.. ??

... If wan contact me ! hahaha...

& Who got part time job intro ??

Hahahas.. hmmmm

I L O V E EveryOne in My Life...

WElcome to My Life.. hahaha

LOVE LOVE EveryOnE oF yOu..

*U know who u all r.. Muacks...

DON WANNA BE A NOBODY!!!
I DUN WANNA BE USELESS DUH

hais

2007-03-23T00:38:00.000+08:00

i'm totally speechless... when i'm closed to someone who i tink they will walk down da road with me da rest of my life.. i must contact them as in like everyday?? like nv heard frm them will feel kinda awkward.. dun say MJJs coz they r part of my life also frm e beginning.. so i simple noe wad life they leading.. hmmm but Jie can i noe wads on ur mind..?? u seems happy sometimes sad sometimes... & sudden mia sometimes also.. wad did i do wor? for u suddenly no contacting me wad had happen?? T_T it make me worry & sad. haish... i dun wish past history happens again ya.. u said.. u promise le will be as close till x-----x ? or isit meant to be broken?? or is some abstacles make us into some misunderstanding ya?? haish i dunno everyone pushing me to dead end sia.. sad

HOHOHO

2007-03-21T18:53:00.000+08:00

hehe.. She's E One tat is There fOr me haha SURPRISE!!!

1) mE & JiE @ KbOx

2) hOhO KisSiNg Fish

3) Me & JiE aGaiN

4) Hehe..She Light Up My Life wHeN i'm DoWn

5) Me & LiaN MeiMei LOL Heartt her tOo

6) Max Jie & Me @ Jackson

7) Hehe Same Venue

8) Meee...

Finally update le .. haha... Geeeeee I UPDATE LIAO NO NID COUNTDOWN lols..

Lotsa ThIngs Happen ya.. Firstly Thanx Jie for bringing me such a beautiful memories.. ty..!

& MaNdy & Lian.. Thanx alot too.. after gonna 1 yr we finally met. Love ya 2.. hOpe MJJs will Meet again real soon ya..

Lotsa unhappy things happen dun wish to bring it up le.. But all thanx to Jie always there for me.. wheni'm done. no matter how busy she is .. she's always there..

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU !!! LoVe Ya Jie..!!!

i wish Jie to be Happy wish her to be Xin Fu le..

i wish Mandy & Lian also XIn fu heheh

& 3 of Dear de brOther went Army le.. EngKeat, Adam, Adrian ... kinda sad.. but will see each other soon.. mOgU & Haz dUn SaD sAd k.. me here.. come my hse find wo hehe...

Less Then a Month ... My BrO, GuOWeI, EdwinCai, ahJuN alsO going in Army liao seh... on da april 13 OMG! e WorSt thing is My KeLian de Dar .... April 18 Bday.. sad sad.. Guess OnLy Left Me , Dar & EdwinPhng & Max Jie *sob .. anyway will wish everyOne all da best will gather soon once again YA?

aNother Sad thIng... Our Dear Friend name "ah Orh" ... passed away due to a fatal accident.. *SOB! @ Geylang on da way to ajunied tat way ard 6 +am on da 20th of March.. sOb!! Rest In PeAce ya. EveryOne will miss u! T_T he's a great man with Great heart sia why such a goOd man will be taken away? sObbie...

Anyway tO aLL my Buddies my fwen ... who ride a Bike or a Car plz Watch da road k? be Safe.. dun speed.. Take Care...

oh ya.. on da 19 of March.. Me & Jie went.. Marina Square to eat & sIng.. she's always there for me sia.. when i'm down she rush down to me.. So touch ty jIe.. love ni...

& also Dar i hope we have no quarrel in future.. it sadden me..

P E A C E !!!!!!

sob!

2007-03-02T23:11:00.000+08:00

my Target sOb

i'm so bored right nw.. haish .. hp cant work yet leii...
bored bored...

WISHLIST!!!

1) A JOB !!! IMMeDiatly
2) A new BED FramE & betta mattress !!!
3) A NEW Haircut / Style With Jie
4) A PSP hais.. nv had a thing i wanted after i lost my mp3 tmd..
(WHO CAN GET ME 1 ARGH !!! *Dreaming*)
5) A LaPpy ...-.-
6) BE RICH OF COZ (let mama got good life)
7) LASTLY I WAN TO STUDY FOR BETTA FUTURE DUH!

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2007-03-01T00:14:00.000+08:00

sian.so long nv update .. sry o. coz something happen + my dam com.. down-.- haish... how i wish i can
have a NEW BED & MATTRESS... it hurts sia.
& how i wish i can have my own Lappy Den using my dam lousy com... sian

Hais .. anyway I miss my fwen & JIe..

MUACKS.. will update asap once i see com near me LOL.. muacks..

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2007-02-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

Who will be My really true fren?
-- EvEryOne?
Who will be My really true Sisters?
-- M J J s? Max? Haz?
Who will be the One who will always be there for me?
-- EveryOne?
Who will be My realli True & unforgettable Sister?
-- ii noe tats M J J s
Who will be My really Jie?
-- ii noe tats Max Jie
(but i dun tink she does le)
Who Will be My OnLy LoVe ?
-- ii noe tats Lun
Who will Really Learn to Love me?
-- ii dunno.. =(

dunno la.. too boring le.. haish dun wan think too much...
hmmm...

hmmmm....

2007-02-12T22:54:00.000+08:00

psps.. all . been so long seens i blog.. finally got da time ya..
Wow.. so many ppl Love da song in my bloggies ya.. hahaha... so shocking.. hmmm
its a song by Whitney Houston. title is Same Script Different Cast..
Hmmm anyway ii kinda miss da time mapling.. will be back once my stupid monitor changes..
& i ought to thnx jie for da everything thou its not like last time le.. & not close le.. =) but dun worry i'll be fine.. & ty so much ya. hmmm She enlighthen me taught me lotsa things along da road of life. hmmm eversince i know her last yr ard april ba.. hmm she has been guiding me.. tat i'll not forget.. hmm anyway i decided to take up a courses le.. Start frm scratch Certificate lvl first haha.
& tat is Tourism & Hospitality Management.. hmm & i told my family i gotta study well as usual not v trust me >.<

S M I L E x)

ii learnt lotsa thing, Cherish & Treasure & dun take things for granted ...is wad ii learn.. Love EveryOne..!!! &
MOgU dun be sad over today incident , maybe its a good start fOr both of u realli understand each other ya.. i tink u & adam will be overcome this obstacles.. take carey

sCaRed..WhO kNoWs?

2007-02-07T07:50:00.000+08:00

hais pain.. Who Knows The Pain..& v sCare & LoNely nw.. Wad sHould ii do? wad am i gonna do?
This is e blood spitted on the FLoor frm throat .. haish.. is there something happening? should go for a doctor?? expensive?? haish.. dun wanna care le.. the world IS all ABt MONEY... fook it.. giddy giddy .. my head is spinning & spinning & i'm so Afraid.. Diaos..
ReaLLy bad 2007 ya..................................................................................
hOpe everything will be alright....

- & tO Dar Lun & Jie, u both is my precious ya.. dun let me go ya =(
- & dar I'm so inlove with ya... 3iiOO5... Lun&sOp u & me...Loveya <3
- & jie.. i always true to u , & not coz of $$ den ignore u -.- i'm not tat sort ya...love ya
- dun treat me coldy everyOne...

headaches.. dunno wad to do right nw.. my head is bursting....
tat's all ciaOs

-gone-

CLueless

2007-02-04T13:44:00.000+08:00

Hmmm. dunno wad to say ? Wad Hab ii Done wrong . wad happen. wad did i do. why everyone treating me so cool recently. so scary... hmmm haish... nw i'm totally speechless & helpless le. realli dunno wad to do le. Maybe EveryOne & even jie giving me up liao.. haish... Walk One step See One Steps Anyway I want to thank all those who's always by my side all this while...
my Dear Lun, MJJs , Haz & most of all ii wanted to thanx & hope there's time i can repay her de is Max Jie.. ty for all da care & concern & da love tat i always tink its not enuf diao.. maybe too protective le ba.. hmmm Just wish everything will be smooth for her, & hope Lord will keep her safe.. & put Her in da Prayers. & i shall not bother or irrtats them le.. wish Her all da best... & I Will always be there for her. dun feel guilty or anything... its my fault.. & let me alone can liao.. take care.. hOpe ur Compeition on da yr end will be smooth for u & i'm sure u can make it to da final.. remb to invite me o.. love u ya~.~ hOpe we can meet out asap even for a lunch or a chat.. CaLL me When u Need Me , Call mE when u SOber. CaLL me When U r Happy Muacks. tts all.. update again tata.

Ty those who love me ty..

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2007-01-31T05:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm ... why always everytime got problems de.. why am i not born in Rich family? *Stare @ sky* haish.. my dad owe 3 Account bills of Singtel & worst its under my mums name lo.. poor her ... & he refuses to pay this n tat accumulate till nw total 800+ sgd & hab send a lawyer letter liao .. actually is 1k + & hab clear da bit le.. but dad still refuses to pay.. but have he thot of e consequence? its under my mums name wor. haish.. but when i'm down at least there's someone who is there for me & tats Max jie. i ought to thnx her & million thnx to her .. without her i'm nth thou... how i wish there's chances i can repay her x) she's always there for me whenever i'm down or in trouble... just so touched by her... & i swear i will be true to her.. & will not allow ppl tO bully her ! Love ya jie...

& last few days Dar having fever/flu/cough *kelianx* sob... nw he's alright liao i guess but... my turns.. i dunno wads happening to me my eyes seems to for nth keep drips tears my head getting giddy but who realli noe e pain? haish.. i feel myself realli useless nv achieve something good ...
& dar i dunno wads he up to... slping? dota with fwens? i'm clueless & he din't even give me a call or msg all da while i'm always contacting him de... maybe i tink too much & dun wan tink liao la.. haish... nw my mind running wild... dun care me..siao charbor ii m... hmmm
anyway
HaPpy 1yr 3rd Month tO me & Lun(DAR) .. Love ya...3ii005...

dunno wad to write le.. hen sian...

Cant wait to meet jie soon... 120207...

Same Script, Different Cast

2007-01-29T03:35:00.000+08:00

backy.. haha. hmmm first of all today ish HaZ & my brO de Half Yr AnnI .. GoNg Xi o.
As asual today slp till afternoon as dar kelian working den after tat Me, DAr, Mas, Haz, Adam & mOgu went catch a movie.. GHOST TUNNEL ... actually went Ms de .. end up we miss da evening show so. Pei Mas & Dar go Cavana eat den me & haz went Famous AMOs bought cookies den bought 2 smiley cookies for mas & Dar Lols.. so funny... den after tat lei. head to suntec City... Bought tic for 9.15 show.. Overall rating 3.5stars Lols.. Kinda Scary But ending Touching eh.
Den after da movie walk to da near by bus stop Den so windy.. but dar today dun seems to be happy.. like something in his mind.. when i asked him , he say he's tired.. but hope so it is lo... sob... den after tat see him so tired le.. so me & him run to hail a cabby. den mas & haz run along to chase us LOL!. end up .. throw adam & Mogu alone let them both Tian Mi Mi ba.. since adam today just came back frm Msia.. haha both misses each other so much ya LOL!... coz b4 adam left for msia he sent me a msg " sop arh, plz help me take care of my sweetheart, thnx ar " LOL! sweet right haha..3 days to.. 31st le.. YIPEE 1yr 3rdMonth liao. LOls.hehe..
& Haz hope she wun get hurt by her fwen again liao... her so call last time sister SO CALLED sister scolded her le.. throw all those bad comments on her le.. & mistook her liao nw say sorry wanted her back nw.. i wun let her do tat , this r not call true fwens meh DUH! nw lei.. 1 even so call apologise to her nw asking her $4O back saying tat time her fwen cousin use her reborn cream diao. already say not she use liao WHY still bugging her for $$ fookling..-.- haz spent alot on tat SO CALL FWEN but she just dun wanna mention it nia.-.- still dare come chasing her for e $40 tat not her who use. argh... "FEW PLZ"

aLso. i so miss MJJS Also... miss them so much... Mandy, Joanne, Jasmine hehe

lastly having a nice chat with Maxjie just nw. haha so nice.. & i force her to update her blog LOL.. DUN LAZY !!!! lols.. hmmm we already say blog abt happy stuff & not unhappy stuff le.. all dump into rubbish bin bleahs... Jie looking forward to meeting u soon.. u r e one my secrets will be kept with u hehe... poor jie being force to eat .. sobsob hehe.. Nite ii go slp le.. MUAh

OK Lah Backie tO BLog

2007-01-25T00:19:00.000+08:00

hmm Recently v Buzy or maybe lazy to blog?_?
hmmm first of all, coz my Biao Ge get back his Com le so he took back his LCD monitor & Speaker so to no choice ii gotta use back my spoilt de monitor & speaker which can be = to no sound de-.- den my monitor is like fook up lo.diiao. sometimes cant even maple so ii decided till it fixed denn ii go online or else siian.. ii Miss my buDdies hmm<3>

Haish .. den recently went Bugis with Mogu & Hazel actually going Arab streets end up wholse streets closed-.- den went back taxi & head to Bugis den went village a new open restaurant to eat kinda cheap , price reasonable less den $8 bahs. but food not so nice -.- haha. after tat went up look for baby she had her hair cut still as pretty but she look v shagg le + e hand she cut make her look more pale lo. (pray she be alright) ya. after tat went parco walk ard .. diao shyt. we play n play end up knock onto someone else tat lady nearly fell. den went to a shop full of chocolate actually wanna buy for dar but too big liao de chocolate is in tub.-.-BIG & EX! Lols.
after this few days all unhappy de ii dun wan say le. dun wanna bring it up again.
Den today actaully wanting to go arab street buy da stuff i wanna make for valentines day but end up no time.. coz EK in rush-.- den say bought tickets for da movie GRIDIRON GANG features by sorta idol in WWE LOL! THE ROCK <3>
Anyway so Excited & looked forward to GO OUT with jie do hair, cosmo shop, eat ice cream hahaa... i miss u le jie LOL!. hmmm so excited over hair extension de me & jie lols. CUTE!
den maybe got a surprise for jie also Lmaos.. & today hazel fall ill liao. acc her go doctor. guess wad she went in to consult de doctor less den 3mins she's out-.- she get 2 days MC & paid $20 diaos. so fast lo... den after tat play mahjong with adam, Mogu haz & mi . LOls. Lost 30Cents-.- diaos. n other unhappy stuff bu yao say le.. haish.. ii update le hor..! ROAR!
I WISH I COULD BE HAPPIER ARGH! i DUn wanna be useless !!!

SCroll DOWN fOr My PICS

2007-01-16T02:43:00.000+08:00

scroll down for more piC. e Entries haha

....Anyway, Wah sad KB e Big family sOon da gUys one by One gonna go army liao lo. sad sad. 1st) AdAm 13 Feb ** =x 2nd) Eng Keat 13March 3rd) GuO wei 13 April 4th) Mas (mybrO) 13 April haish. who will be next .. me , haz & mogu soon become loner sia. wo men 3 ge kelian de Nuren. i realli kinda scare lun soon with go in sia. hen scare to she bu de him .. sobsob. but i tink i stil got alot ppl pei me i guess jie will take care me also haha hmm anyway.. i wanna say : I LOVE LUN! <3 I LOVE MAX JIE <3 I LOVE MJJS <3 I LOVE FamiLy <33 I LOVE Haz & moGu <3 I LOVE My Maple buDdie$s~ <3 I LOVE MY FRENS! <3>
hOpe all still in contact after we grow old ya. LOVE YA ALL. muah<3

pLz Laugh lalala

2007-01-16T01:49:00.000+08:00

1) haha 1st pIc is Ai & mE haha StuPid hOr but i <3

2) my BiaO Ge, Qi & mE hahaha.. pRoFessOr ChOngs & pRoFfeSsOr sOppi

3) HaZeL & mE. innoCence LoOk, Aiyo Haz wanna Put her TonGue Out but too ShorT

4) hehe FuNny Right? SaDakO appearing @ Le ClassiC pOoL.. <3

5) My CraZy CoUsIn & mE wee.....<3333

6) see HoW CrazY we R~ <3

ThIs r e Pics we took. but i pick some out coz too many le .. hehe.. hmm this few days no time to blog + nO mood wor. haish. all things suddenly crushed tgt make me so stress. take today as a example my hP bill came. ma de.. when i saw e amount i nearly fainted lo.sob... siian wor. its $200 over + SCV bill came also. wah i jitaO sian diao. e hP bills nv so much b4 Lo. its my stupid brO!!! his line last week were terminated & he used my phone like his everynight call like f.O.C like tat & when i approache him, he deny. & alot la. siian. he say he gonna pay me 1 dollar. n even scolded me infront of alot ppl ma de. no face lo. nearly shouted but lucky i keep my cool. sOb. actually was happily enjoying myself see da bills. no mood.. dunno wad to do.. & new yr is coming worst i realli got nothing to say lo. cOz i got no ability... to buy new clothes & stuff like tat hais.
aNyway so looking forward to meet my jiejie Max haha... miss outing with her sia.. so look forward .. hehe..

Can't slp-.-

2007-01-13T06:52:00.000+08:00

nw its 06.53am in da morning le. ii still can't slp dunno why. just cant bring myself to slp leii, Dar is out with his fwens & dunno wad happen to jie also. make me think alot ya~ she says alot in her blog & frm e first entries of her blog she doesn't seems happy lei. how am i supose to cheer her up. wad m i gonna do, i dun wanna see her in sucha sad de stats le. i wan her to be happy & dar also sure wan her to be happy too de. in her post is all her stressed entries i realli wanna noe wad should i do to make her not stress wor. anyOne can teach me, i'm not good in expressing myself. coz i myself dunno how to pls myself also. liek wad she said in her blog today... make me worries most lorhs.

she said "I'm tired.. I'm going to sleep. n may it be tat I dun wake up tomoro.. and not ever..."

when i saw her this entries i was like *BLank*? wanted to call her str8 to ask her wad happen, wanted to call her how is she, wanted to asked her out lend her my shoulder my ears... but i dun dare coz i dun wanna stress her more, coz i kept thinking if i called her nw i'm like bring more stress more burden to her & is like irritating her leii. i dunn wanna her be stress siiahs. hOpe she be oright. *pray Hard. hope she be fine she be free she be happy she be outta stress. Den i be contented liaos... haish.. cannot haish le must be strong & fit hehe to let jie lean on me when she's down. hmmm

Lord, i pray everything will be alright for jie... & may lord be there for her all da times.
CiaOs

CLueless

2007-01-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

hais. i'm clueless & lost. it seems like i adding more stress to jie instead of reducing her stress ya. i've been thinking alot too. am i a burden in ur life ?_?
is e shOp of ours realli possible or just a wilful n stupid thinking of mine. i realli hope we can quickly settle it n next month or so . we just jolly well happily have a dream shop of ours. i still recall e first time we met out for discussion finding shops & discussing its was so wonderful where by i tink tat there is reali hope & 1OO% our dreams will come true & i'm so anxious till i keep going ard websites & find out more. & e 2nd times is where by u came my hse we sort out e menu ... & i so confirm we can suceed ya. coz. u once say when we work tgt, nth is impossible. & u said we must work tgt , work hard for betta life betta future. i'm so happy ya. tat though still ard 1 to 2 months for our shoppy, but... i willing to wait thou alot ppl tat despice me. ask me stop dreaming it wun come true. but i hold on to it. coz i trust u jie. but today when i read ya blog u seem depress coz i realise i'm nth compare to ryan ya~ i guess one day or even nw u will back to ryan n let me go. i'm scare but i cant do anything. + u said. u realli wish to open shop of our own. but u say alittle impossible is it tat i read in a wrong way or misunderstand. i dunno wor. i'm clueless. i'm realli back to square nw. i dunn wanna add more stress to ya jie. but....... hais.... i dunno.. isit our dream shop realli impossible??? or just a wildful Thinking... or am i thinking too much like some says me. haish.. scared.. & scare we wun be close anymore. when ryan is back. haish.coz i tink i'm just a normal ger tat is not so important to ya. haish. & guess one day u will just let me go. & all efforts gone.. i even went webby search for e kitchen for us to try out our experiments sob~.~ i dun wana add stress to ya jie.. muacks & love ya. take care

FUN DAY @ ZOO

2007-01-11T02:07:00.000+08:00

hmmm... Today was sO sO fun in da Zoo. Me, Lun, Hazel, Mas, Mogu, Adam, EKeat, Gwei, Edwin, Baby & Adrian the 11 of us suppose to meet @ 10am but as usual all over slept haha so we meet @ ard 11 & went to have our breakfast while eating. we were so busy callign Adrian de pig to wake up so do baby also keep calling Lols. sO funny can. haha. after tat dee dee da lee le. dar & Ekeat went play Dota one round while me , baby , Hazel & mogu went NTUC get some tibits & drinks ya. After tat MoGu siao liao =x SHE BITE.. haha Haz tio bite by her lucky me.haha i tink tat mogu so eager to go zoo till bite ppl hahaha. After tat wait till ard 12+ adrian still not yet wake up sia. so we go without him first take cab over. after edwin arrive but adrian still slping diao. so we went in 1st. when we went in diao e bridge below it say False Gracial which is a crocodile but diao. NOt moving de like dead-.- after tat. saw this white tiger which i tink v ChiO. haha & alot onli till ard 2+ adrian finally reach & join us. diao. so have to go entrance fetch him & rewalk haha. V fun & happy ba we r like small kids over there. haha.took alot photos of e cute animal but... all at Dar de phone lOls. hmm we even saw lions havign sex =X sO funny. but so sad tat nv see tio elephant T_T wo de Da xiang..but over there like hell lo so hot. after having fun for e whole day till closing. we head back & went have our dinner @ sweet mummy after tat head to my hse & i take a nap where as they play cards & drink. Chivas which edwin brought back frm new zealand. haha. aiya alot more talk again tml .. hehe
go pei my Dear liao GoOd Nights

DumbDumb ME

2007-01-11T01:37:00.000+08:00

i shall start my essay again =X (as Gee say i like writing essay) hahaha
Ytd blog till dunno where i fall aslp -.- sian diao. nv i start & try cutting it short Ya.
Ytd~ On the 9th i suppose to meet Max jie @ 10-12 plus @ my Hse & due to my piggyness i overslept till 2.53pm & e person waking me up is my daddy coz. my poor Jie waited for me for more den 1hrs plus sitting outside my hse de staircase-.- n is my mum who spotted her ask her come in my hse. When i was be waken up i saw max jie immediatly i jitao apologise coz make her wait outside alone for so long. T_T
Sry Jie ~ psps. make uu wait so long . Dui bu Qi. she have Great patience indeed ya. She did called my phone msg me & sO on but i tink i'm type of slping deaf. cant hear anything onli when ppl shake me up hahaha! & worst make me more guilty ish... She Carries alot stuff & Recipe Books & one of them V vvvv Heavy sia. let me show u one of e Pic of sOme & hw e recipe Book look like.

see alot righty. somemore hor she have to all e way carry it just for me n her to discuss wor. so kelian . sry jie *sob* xinKu ni le. anyway lucky jie no take back or else she going xin ku again bring back hm. nvm jie i help u keep it ya =) haha . so sry make her wait sO long & frm so far just to come my hse. sry next time shall be my turn kaes? haha. hmmm but ytd i did apologise to her n treat her my fav honey chicken wahaha *yummy & lun treated her a 1OO plus drink diao.. aNyway jie was shy also haha. but Overall a great day with Jie @ my hse. Happy to be with her aLso. my darling jie =) haha. hmm lets keep e ball rolling hope we be closer k till no gap x).

& weLcOme Edwin Phng back to SingapOre. haha Yr brO all misses ya. & UR HAIR SHOCK ME argh. haha but lucky u have a hair cut today .. or else sure make alot ppl die of laughing hahaha

end Of 9th Jan de Journey x)

Meaning Of Love

2007-01-09T03:12:00.000+08:00

ELLo -> see this pic. Cute ma? hOpe to make u all Laugh ya, when i first saw this i luff like Mad

hmmm, another tired day, nv realli slp well. slept at ard 4 +am den wake up @ ard 9am Pei AiAi gO work + eat breakfast. but still he's late ya. haha. after eating slack awhile chit chat awhile den lei. go out my mum store help out awhile but after tat start to feel weirdweird liao. stomach pain den went home take panadol n wanted to rest just abt to lie on bed & rest take a nap, my daddy call me ask me go down helpy lo den shyt when hang up i wanted to call my mum telling her i not feeling well WHO know my dad ans de phone say " call wad call come down help larh" ma de jitao sian lols. no choice went down after e called den go down help awhile dee dee da deee... i went inside classic pool find Dear, saw Mogus & adam they both so cute sia. v matching cute couple haha then just abt when i told mogu wah " u n adam like v cute comic de things sia" so i assume adam thot i will be saying comic cartoon charc but end up i say liek ONE MUSHROOM ONE POTATO Lols. he jiatao sian , me n mogu luff like siao lo. haha. after tat mogu pei adam go make passport i guess he going back to his bangaladesh lols celebrate bangala new yr LoL.jkjk. after they go me n Aiai cchitchat again "tianmimi" x). haha den he teach me play billard. diao lo.. out of so many red balls + e colours ball i onli whack in 3 -.- diaos. den he ask me go hm drink milk mehmeh de lols. but was fun coz every moment when i'm with him i'm HAPPY. shalala~
this is e happy side ba. another side of me .. trouble trouble trouble..
coz i noe one guy (mesos buyer) which is Max Jie de fwen , i name him as A ba. somehow he kept msging me weird weird de stuff but i nv trade with him b4 den he told me he quarrel with one guy who happen to be my fwen poka~ after tat lei out of e misunderstanding e A keep ask me tok to poka . so i went explain dunno for wad la i tio scold & quarrel wit poka. n poka scolded me quite hurting la. coz i expect my buddys be scolding me i cherish all my buddy s de kaes. den receive a msg tat A say dun worry poka wun find me trouble le. n he ask u dun go find him anymore i was liek wth also not my problems why wan find me, so i went online talk to poka den poka called my phone. so we chit chat awhile den settle everything n behind this all e doing is e A! he telling ppl i'm her mei omg-.- he siao lo treat me like dog liek tat happy sms me not happy one msg n say " lets not contact anymore" i was liek ok fine, next moment send me a msg saying " wan go out? , can let me take care of u mei?" stuff like this mushy stuff, n say i'm important to him DUH! wo got LUN LIAO LE. somemore i didn't even met e A b4. den after 1 hr like tat he msg me again scolded me say wad y i talk to poka. duh poka is my fwen wor.of coz. must talk de ma. den ask me cut e act , shud up & all those stupid / childish words.den nvm lo. i say ok fine. den i no reply him le he sms me again say "mei i'm sry i 'm just jealous poka treat u good" siao de.eat wrong medicine-.- den i jitao no reply him n he send me a msg " mei this will be e last msg i 'll be sending to u , apologise to u tat i bring u so many troubles n its my fault n how i wish u r my real blood mei,how i wish i can take care of u.. n hOpe u take care of urself dun get bully by ppl n many lord be always blessing u taek care bb" like this.. SIAO RIGHT! den next moment send me one more msg saying " mei wan go k-box , kor come fetch u we both go tgt " siao de! I MET SIAO LANG argh. anyway abit siao . but after e incident i noe how many ppl cares & love me can. lun jealous coz tat A being msging me calling me, Max jie be learning on how to love me more hahahahahaha.. contented n lucky i nv lose another buddy of mine Pokatea haha.
Boring lalala. at hm rotting where by my lun dunno at where i guess go pak dota with my bro. & after today i reallise how important my jie & lun & Mjjs & ppl ard me even in games ya... i cherished them kaes. tml meet jie also. at my hse hahahahahaha~ bleahs.
& ya tats right tml night we be going changi airport fetch edwin Phng he's back frm Aust after 3 months can everyone been missing him i guess. & SO excited wednesday GOING ZOO yay. hooray.. hahah

p/s JIE lets MOVE FORWARD for a betta life ya. Love ya <3

sian le.. dunno wad to do going bang wall nw.. Nitez....

Sians TROUBLETROUBLE

2007-01-08T02:31:00.000+08:00

This above pic nice ma i took de wor. when out with my AiAi & my Sweeties Buddiess haha during e new yr eve hehe i got a good place where by i took e pic.haha sO nice right.
anyway back to today . Recently so sway wor. trying to help out friends not to quarrel end up.. i myself tio.-.- & scolded me in game kpo chee & ignore me i'm so hurt lo. & after tat dunno why spread to my aunt den to my parents end up i tio kan. hais. sO sad can.
+ Recently back to Troubles again. $ $ $ $ $ $.i wan GROW MORE $ $ $ $ $
Argh~Liek tat i wun get to face my family with $ $ $ Probs .
& can live Happily with my AiAi & my Jie.
Also i realli hOpe Our Dream SHop can quickly being SetUp wor.Really hope can come true Lo sob! can it Really be Fulfill?? sO scare T_T it will be destroy anytime sob. realli scare.Quick Quick Open ar..Dream ShOp Of ME & MY Lovely Jie.

& hOpe my dear really dun so stress up sob~

p/s Jie , ty for e everything. for always be there by my side .i realli appreciate
& u say u learning to love me more i so happy n touched hope it gets betta.. Truly Cherished u Jie (MaX) <3

HohOhO

2007-01-07T06:25:00.000+08:00

finaLLy back to Blogging haha.
aLL thnx tO Mogu Juan fOr helping Out sOme of it haha
hehe, i also did some editing my self thou
Muacks Mogu Juan.. hehe..
hmmm still so excited e coming days maybe meeting up with Max jie hahas.
& e Dreams we Head tgt hahas. *jiayOus*

Ma De, Recently sO suay i Had a Fall Argh! all over is Bruise Lo. kaO
my Leg is Ruin Argh! But V tOuched Tat i can feel Lun Care fOr me alot haha.
haha Really LoVe hiM. Muacks.

Hmmm blog again Later or Wad barh. coz lata maybe gOing pei Lun Work lata he Bored hehe!
gOod Night. Bleahs.

back to bLog.

2006-12-25T03:28:00.000+08:00

i Love Lun~

Am i HaPpy?

2006-06-10T13:33:00.000+08:00

hai.. back to blog.. Actualli dun wanna blog de.. c0z i hv no one to turn too. realli feeling.. dam sucky.. hais. Once again me n him quarrel. i dunno wad to do, to make him n mie not to quarrel-.-

i realli dunno wad to do, it seems like, to him i'm a v v v dam biach tat is dam demanding n attitude person tat like to turn him off in everyways.haish-.-n he tinks i'm e person tat treat him like a dog. e feelings totally sux man-.- i realli dun meant tat, n he tinks i not giving in... i realli feel sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ..........................

haish.. I DUN WAN ANY HAPPY BDAY LE! DUN WANNA BDAY .. NO!!! NV WANTED ANY BDAY ANYMORE...
ThInk i always foolish... wanted a Perfect Bday with e One u Loves spending a day with ya. But.. all ended. hais.NO MORE HAPPY BDAY CAN. I'm FOOLISH A CHILDISH OLD WOMEN.a age 19 childish im-mature lady...heart breaking.!

he send me a reply" ilu & sorry"i noe he dun feels tat to reply me..he just giving in me, n he say wait till my bday over den cont ba. i dun wan coz of my bday he gives in to me like wad de. i dun wan after my bday COnt quaarelllllllllll ...............hais. suan le. just cant stop crying.. FUg my tears.

2006-05-14T07:27:00.000+08:00

Backiie to write mie BloGgies.. it had been months i nv log in n blog le ='( KiNda Miss It XD

...in pain...

2006-01-09T19:36:00.000+08:00

Wow.. its liek going a month since i nv blog le lo...
Currently wo de mood is like... i dunno how to describe lo. i always thot after new yr. its will be a whol e new yr , new start for me n will get betta but...nth to ge t betta , so much things has been happening.. i realli cannot take it le... keep crying n crying... hais....no one seems to understand wo ... trying to stay happy, cheerful but when there is no one i start to ....

Partly reason me in pain coz me come menses la-.- But its realli painful till i cannot take it feel like keep on slping.(dun wake up betta) , + jaw pain+ fever.... realli suffering..... ar gh dun say le..

2ndly, its my family.. i realli dun like my currently life style lo.seems like i stand no place in tis family hse. they have been pushing me ard... at first say till so nice.. each one a room n painted my brother room but main remain like a junks room..n my dad have been scolding me non stop where by he keep talking to my brother joke with my brother.. but when i came out he start to stare at me fiercely.. This is not e life i wanted..i also need his love de lo.. n its seems like wadever i do doesn;t seems to please them.. n nw they wanted me to give up on my own room n give them gamble n yet my brother can own his own room. n when my jaws got problem , my pain they noe ma? they noe nth instead keep asking wo go work.. earn money for them..i also d unno wad i wan liao .. i realli gone to e point where i dunno which side i should face... i feel so helpless tat i feel no care n love ard me lo.. Sometimes trying to say lies how much they love me to calm myself down ..but... hais...................... WAD SHOULD I DO? ANy SOlutionS?

Lastly, still nid to say de meh. its me n my Lovely Dear ... I have been quarrelling with him since we start to play maple.. Its me bad tat i am unreasonable... n i back to train coz i just wanna train wit him spend my time with him dun let him feel bored... but its seems liek i m bothering him , i ;m sure i;m e one who make him no mood... i truly apologise.. But after e quarrel.. i realise i realli dun understand him its liek he have so many secrets or things he hidden to himself... but when i ask he sure say nth or dun have but he will start to think alot n make me worry... I wanted be his one tat share with his problems n with him no secrets btwn each other.. but i tin its heart coz he still nv open his heart to me... n he say i nv care for him , i realli wanna care for him but i dun understan dhim, i dun wan to stress him out coz i wan him fulfill his dream in tat game but wad i say he thinks i am acting to salvage e quarrel... PLz i realli dun mean it.. just nw in e early morning after e quarrel he say he trying soemthing to make him relax n wad he say alle weird weird words .. hais.. make me so worry... keep callign n calling him bombing his fone , secretly use my brother fone to msg him .. saying i m worry for him.n waited n waited 12 plus i fell asleep in e living room. when i woke up.. still no ans frm him i felt dam...... i thot realli something bad happen to him i call adam but he no ans.. go maple talk to adam still no ans...den i went for a bath den onlien i saw him back le... this is where e big stone in my heart put down le.tat he is safe. he say he fainted i wanted to sak him wad has happen to him but .... i dunno how to express himself yet i also abit angry la coz he nv tel me he is safe n make me realli think i stand no place in him ...hais. i tink too much.. but e more i say n talk e more wrong i am ... n more chaos.b4 tat he afk. when he say go relax awhile i thot he wen smoking. so i type in pm how i felt.. keep typing n typing ... hope he wake up he will see tat msg.. but.. i tink all e words i said... all gone le...he will nv see tat page ba.. COz i dun wanna him to hut himself... its hurts me more den anything.. but nw he safe le.. nth to ask much for le.. hais..hope he will still as happy as b4 or be more happy ba.. as he say tat realli make me unforgettable he say.. i afraid things wun be e same as b4 le... hais.. realli no where to turn to..........I FELT SO IN PAIN..... i think its time for me n him to think properly n a rest for both of us ba.... as long he happy i happy le.. but i just wanna tel him i nv regret to be with him....n i still love him as much as last time instead its gets deeper... n Its makes me miss him alot n alot when he gone missing n let me know how impt he is.. but he wun noe tat ba... but i noe i still dun stand a place in him coz he nv open his heart for me.. sharing his probs with me.. but i will always stand outside waiting for him................... suan le.... i love chngweilun.... but does he still love me as ever? i 'm afraid....='(

WHAT SHOULD I DO ?

Wow.long time no Blog=D

2005-12-26T02:02:00.000+08:00

wINks.. Its had been so dam F**king Long i nv blog le...
One reason is no time to blog
2nd reason is lazy to blog
3rd reason is too sick to blog
4th reason is... i dunno....

ROAR!

lOlx ... Omg ok i first tok abt all e past thing lol.. den get back to present.. LOL! erm Last few days or even weeks i have been working working working... den Stupid jaws.. realli make me suffer lo dotx.den quarrel n some miscommunication with Ai. den coz of small probs we nearly broke up.. coz when we quarrel n he said tat." i tin we seprate for n moment for both of us to think whether to continue our R/s. as i dun like ur attitude u dun like mine too" OMg tis sentence make me gone berserk...LOL. den immediatly my tears drop la duh. den after tat he say he dun mean tat..-.- but i dam heart broken liew.. LOL! den he say sry to me.. den came my hse.. den we back to normal.. heng ar i nv let him see my Cry Auntie Look.. *scary! but hor its kinda weird also..i realli dunno how to express my feelings..hais.. hais I may be childish la.. at all times..TInk too much all e while.. ( i tin i can be a script director yay?) keep thinking too much i tin i get alittle emotional liew. -.- BTH! but sometimes i realli got lotsa think to say but when i think carefully n wanna say out.. i forget everything.. ROAR.i clumsy la.. n i had a dreams n realli bad dreams past few days.. its like e dreams is all connected u see.. but i just keep quiet say once nia.. but e dreams is like SO real OMFG!
its like firstly.i had e dreams is when MY AI msg me saying he wanna Break with me Coz he n reagan think both of us not suitable.. n he wanna get on with his life.. den i was like wth.. i woke up GOt a shock.. quickly took my fone n see whether got such msg ant.,. end up dun have *heng!-.-
den 2nd nite. i dream of Rachel n adam.. adam give one beautiful stuff to rachel.. n rachel was so touch..n happy n they were so En ai.. Yet.. my Ai is with others gurl.. n i was left alone at aside-.-
den3rd dream.ermm.... mai say le LOL...BUt i realli dun wish all tis Dreams to cme thru.. *prAy!
finally la.. lian n LAw patch back again le^^
den workworkwork.. roar.. jaw drop sia.. den went to clinic.. dat doctor just gave me a painkiller n say nth happen KNS> waste my 20 bucks. roar! den afternoon ai come my hse pei me awhile.. den he go sell his fone so silly of him.. hAiz. den evening my aunt brought me to tan tock seng... den stupid doctor kns keep playing with my jaws like dat like de scene when king kong n dinosaur fight liek tat... so painful den gone to Xray .. n the doctor say its a special case .den xray 2 time den say my left side of my bone POP out.. ROAR say dislocate due to stress n things kept to my self.. Erm Stress i dun tin i have onli my Family problems .. things kept to myself.. got la.. but i dun wish to say LOL! n i deny ^^ Winks.den next day... go National dental Care.. roar xray again den e dental say MY bone e joint there FA yan.. Dunno which is which sia.. both side doctor say diff stuff.. but still nid to go on medication.. 3 wks.. cannot hurt my jaws. soft diet.say if 3 weeks still not well nid to put splint.. ROAR dat fees already cost a BOMB $ 20 + 70 + 80 roar... so ex rite....all tgt. den my aunt help wo pay.. hais i realli feel so guilty..my mama also veri xin ku le.. hais.i see my mum like dat i feel like hugging her sia..='( me infilial...
den on da 22nd my bro bday...go celebrate... watch movie "The Chronicle of NarNia" SO nice but wtf 9 person watch movie me n Ai go buy movie ticx.. kns.. so ma fan lo they all.. MY BRO wear my pants somemore.. lol... den edwin apologise to me n Ai. saying hope we forget abt the past n be friends.. , HEng ar.. finally tis big stone can put down n rest with no grudge le... den 23rd dec we go bugis buy clothes me ai, adam n rachel.n shop ard lo.. HeezZZ i cut short. den christmas eve me n ai early afternoon go beach road buy SHoes n his clothes.i suppose me n his shoe to be e same but diff colour nvm but end up i choose checkereds he choose skull head.. stupipd mickey mouse la.. DUn have his size ROAR.. can't u just make one size bigger ...will die meh ! ROAR.. but on dat day i kinda sick all thing no appetite i trying to buy things to eat but "Jia bey LOU" den go hm msg msg msg msg with ai.. i fall asleep.. den wake up prepare everything.. i meet up with them, tis is the day i have 3 extra great fwens " rachel(all a long good jiemei=X), Sharon (guowei fwen), Yifeng (adrian de gf )" we 3 was liek gurls talk all da way.. Hais BUt i kinda bad lo.. although i noe wad kind of person adrian is but he ask me to help.. hais.. i also dunno how to reject,, roar. den guowei, see him like so xin ku.. like sharon but yet sharon got bf de.. i realli wanted to help them le.. Hais.. Maybe lata i yue bang yue mang.. n AI say "ru guo wo bu ren shi ni , wo yi ding hui jue de ni Sibey KPO" hais.. say i all things also wan help.. Hais.. i hear liao .. jitao sad.. bo wei gong.. lol
n OH YA OMG OMG OMG!!!! TIS YR CHRISTMAS '05 I WILL NV FORGET ROAR...my precious V change name to nV. -.- hais but kinda sad. after tat.. as he doubt wo.. i was like once he ask i wanna cry out heng onli tears drop.. although he got cheated b4.. but if anyone is to put them in my shoe u all will understand.. Hais.i even gotta swear.. Kinda disappointed... den he told me " dear somehw i still dunno why u gave me but i will not let u down hee. N tis is e first time i got tis special feelings.......blac blacblac..... n
u r my destiny loves one.." something liek tat.. hais. but still sad.. but trying to stay cheerful duh..n keep myself crazy at all times.. ^^ Luckily got my fever n sore throat or else i will be thinking tis n tat like just nw think thnk think supopse to pay $10 nett using sam machine for my hp bill n 139.45 to 7 eleven ROAR i make e payment opposite n end up my posb bo lui also cannot deposit tempporaily out of service,,.*sian diao... den i quickly gone home go take another receipt.-.- in da daze sia..

i realli wanted to say something after tis incident.. last time whenever i say got chiobu my ai sure say tel me for wad..but after so many things happen today i joke la.. n say got chio bu he say "WHERE" n he turn ard.-.- maybe i am thinking too much.. coz its always normal.. for guys to look at gurl duh! but i still think dotx me........

maybe tis my first time.. which hais.. dunno la... i realli hope he realli trust me n not "to suspect he guilty, to trust he doubt" hais...
I realli dunno wad to do sia... BUt just hope he stay happy with wo.n not find me a boredom, KPO, attitude sucker, Bad temper. n lots more..hais... HAO FAN arrrrrrrrrrr....

all the times i find my self ugly.. roar..

oh ya.. Tianya say lol he n rabi spending 2nd christmas tgt as i told her tis 31st is me n lun 2nd month lol.. den she say grats n she say hope u n lun will spend all e christmas tgt..tis is wad i hope also but will it come thru??? still a mystery!

rachel also just msg wo saying wad will u feel when ur bf go out with another gurl everytime.. n he noe u dun like it yet he still insists.. n treat as tat gurl n ur bf is veri good fwen.. ? she also dam sad.. she nearly sak me out go drink. but he got work tml.. HOpe she slp well. n rest well..
ke lian her.. =D.. Rachell.... BU yao Xiang tai DOu.. dun be like me over think .. lols^^

wo hao lei. bu shou le.. SayO

...Off Day...

2005-12-16T23:52:00.000+08:00

lol.. today so shiok no nid work le.. sudden change wahahas..
den midnight at hm slack.. slack n sms with my ai.. wadahell dunno wad happen to e connection make oth of us sms we send all nv receive le.. dot... den after dat he cal me.. den cal awhile hang up, cal awhile hang up.. make me so worry dunno wads happen to him sia.. scare scare.. den e last he cal he say he was at hm =.- "TadahhHhhhh~ i heard "Ding DOng Ding Dong" sound of da 7-11 ... Dot.. lol.. but i still worry ma.. end up i tel him i wanna meet him .. abit bhb... but no choice i miss him .. muahahas.. n kinda worry for him.. b4 he cal me i was reading his blog.. omg... den his blog sound so sad.. yet i'm his gf i am still here doing nth.. make me so guilty.. n touch... dunno he wei le wo..worry so much stuffy.. Dui bu qi ai..den i wrote him a testimonial.. den wanted cal him stright away when i hold e fone stright away he cal me wahahha.. XIn ling xiang tong.den i meet him le.. we sit at staircase... wah lau.. i see him so many shang kou... i abit heart pain.. wanted to hug him like sayang him.. ke lian de him.. but i didn't coz no courage to do so...den i help him rub his wound dot.. i dun dare too hard but he say he nv feel anything.. dot dot dot... but i still try my best.. Coz i realli wanna Sayang HIM! muahahas let him feel xin fu n dun let him feel lonely.. coz i will always be there.. after dat... i hug him...lol... dunno why =X.. Maybe coz i scare of losing him? .. also make me think n think.. e blogpost he say
" no $ = no nth. a no future boy mit a bright future gal = happy endin or no sad endin? haiz mayb we wil soon b apart frm each other.. why? lack of communiccation? lack of care? lack of love? lack of concern? lack of many more.." Hais .. dunno wad he mean.. But hope i dun go wild think .. lol.... cOz i realli hope we can last .. n wanted to ans Some of my dear de Qns..he stat in his Blog.. there i go:

1) "sumtimes i REALLY wonder is she really happy when wit me or wif her frends?"
- AI ... U no nid wonder.. Coz u should noe i am always happy to be with ya.. Coz i'm in love with ya.. n gona stick to ya for e rest of my life.. if possible! although i may be childish but i trying my best not to =D

2)"we r reachin 2 mth.. but i dunno wut to get for her???? fuckit man! oso dunno wher to go???
- Ai . as u say I wan ur heart nia =X
n as long as i'm with u , e place where we were is still as wonderful..like a wonderland. coz U r wonderful... *winks!

3)"Mr l0nELy - LuN & s0p - i love you but do u stil love me?
-Ai... Chng WeiLun, u Love Me(Thanx) as i
LOve YA v Much tooo...~ there is no still.. coz i am always loving u !

4)"paran0iD - miNd in a cha0s! - wil we b like last time?i had change everythin since the day i change my attitude n she change her attitude. = (
-AI... ur words too Chim le.. Wad u Mean? ??

5)"haha then gw jio sae play last game tt wil b til abt 12midnite then as i wan to mit darlin as i dunno she wan to mit me anot oso as she wil eugene they all enjoyin mayb i too bhb wan mit her ji tao sae wan mit."
-AI... i also wan meet u wad.. wahahas.. I am always waiting to meet u .. dunno why. just no courage to do so...Dui bu qi

hao le.. though u always ask me dun say Sry n Thanx to ya.. But there is always a Millions Thnx n sry i wanna say to u .. Dunno why.. Muacks....

oops lets continue.. after hugging him , we went to meet adam.. go his hse.. let ai n him smoke den i help him train his charc. awhile nia.. den ai say my Dark circles veri dark.. me so paisei -.- Feel myself dam ugly.. Fk it.. lol..den after dat he send wo hm le.. out of da lift lol.. i suddenly hug him n stop awhile.. dunno why feel like hugging but e time is liek kinda weird n he ask me "ni zai zou mou?" lol.. den i say nth continue walk.. n i feel like telling him i love u .. but i dun dare.. lata he feel disgusted wahahas...Oh ya.. he kiss me when we going out of da lift.. feel so happy *YipEeeeeee* Winks..

den slp le.. shyt sia.. off day ma.. den dunno why n gw also ask me whether wan go lan , of coz i wan my ai pei wo go, i wan him teach wo all e stuff i dunno.. dot.. den i wake him up frm slp.. den he sound kinda fed up .. hais.. sry ai.. coz i wish to spend more time with u during my off day. den we at bus all e way nv talk much.. feel so guilty dats why i nv talk to him Much.. coz he look kinda irritated by me or wad i tin... den we go play dota lo.. Wahaha " first time play World of War Craft" - tower defend.. GUess wad.. e last time i am e victory.. wahahas.. even Ai, Gw & engkiat also lost to me...Kaesss I am Well Defend.. muahahahs.. but when play Dota... i look so noob.. dot.. ask ai teach me.. but hais i tin i make him fed up again.. he sound so irrtated n fed up le.. teaching wo.. Sry ai.. i am stupid... Anyway thnx.. ^^ for guiding me..Zhen de xie xie ni... after dat we go take bus lo..Heng sia.. i so happy.. we hold hands all e way to take bus.. so Sweet =X.. sry i am siao lang.. den in bus he look so shagg n tired... make my guiltiness back ..SO SO SO SRy ai.~
den go to my hse nearby de pool centre... find my bro they all..
den saw HQ wasabi marmi de fwen ... she working there .. so pretty sia.. + today gw like de gurl also veri pretty.. So envy them.. all so fair..
HOw i wish i can be more Fair..hais...
den go mum mum with qiuping n her siblings.. coz my ai with fai they all playing pool ma.. den nelson say my Dark circle so dark so ugly.. look like 20+ 30+ de old auntie.. wah i hear like jitao sad... Feel so no confidence but to accept it.. hais... den ming ka n Gw nearly fight sia.. scary...
after dat Ai send me hm lo..~ End of toDay journey...

Sian Sia.. TML WORK LE! wahahhaas....
dun tin of playing , tml working,, Gambateeh~

my wish, is hope next yr i can GO Holiday with my ai.. even msia i also happy le ^^ Tats MY wish ...sry i'm childish...

anyway.. Thanx 4 ya care n Love... NItes~

.workworkwork.

2005-12-16T03:03:00.000+08:00

hais tis week workworkwork... no time for anything sia...
so shagg...den after work meet my ai lo. den he send wo hm...
like tat lo. although e time we spend not too long... but its sweet n simple enuf le...^^ wahaha..
Sian tis 2 days take Cabby go work..Ex sia...POK!
but no choice i'm late. but i dun like OT! kinda tired...
then today i work ot 2 hrs LOL! den my supervisor.. told me
"just wanna let u noe, sometimes u gotta work OT de, maybe till 12 am" den company will pay ya cab fare to hm.. wah lau lo! stupid work place so creepy n SCary.. so quiet n so "pian BI"... scary.. alot bangalah.. LOL if me got money i will on call cab.. take cab out to interchange sia.. Scray lo.. but heng got my lovely mp3 by my side .. listen to loud music so i can walk down to e road not so scare. LOL!
den today work till 8 pm.. n'b i walk e wrong way instead its e LOng way lo..den so dark .. scary sia... den hp bo batt also...den when reach KB say wanna meet kandy, end up Gene say she slp le.. den i go hm change n slack awhile, i cal qiu ping den meet her lo.. den saw siew ping
alamak.. i like a coconut tree standing beside siewping lo.. she so cute n katek.. lOL.. den she wanna took pics with me
den qiuuping take for me n her, me kinda look like NAn ren LO! sian1/2.. look so ah gua.. den after dat dunno wad happen la.. they n their ah beng or gangster history.. den gene come down den dunno wan actually wan fight end up become friends back LOL!. lame? den walk to blk 64 sit sit.. see them gangster settle thingy LOL!. den stupid lo show muscle.. Scary... but waiting for my aiai.. den siewping ask me " ni he lun hai zai yi qi ar" den i say yipee den she say " Oo.. Hao lo" like dat lol...
Dunno why i dun like to YI Lai ren but when i see My ai.. I reallI WANNA YI LAI HIM FOREVER wahahas.... den i saw him.. weee O weee i happy lol.. den i saw his new hairstyle so ke ai.! KISSY CHOCOLATE HAIR.. lol.. .Muacks.. I'm loving it.! weee weee...
NO one gotta snatch away him frm me ='(
i see Lian so sad sia.. Roar.. SI LAWRENCE BU DE HAO SI! kaNiNEh!...
Lian Trust u so Much yEt u BETRAY HER TRUST N LOVE! ROAR
EVEN ABUSE HER c'b... I HATE LAWRENCE I HATE T IS KINDA GUY!!! realli lo.. N'b tis type of guy "jian yi ge sha Yi ge"...
but sumtimes kinda sad lo..we Trust ppl so easily yet... They betray us.. sian1/2.. So i say Wad we nid is Truth but not lies.. if whoever gonna keep dat ssecret one day no maater how or wad.. The truth will be reveal... sian1/2 I dun liek ppl SHANG HAI WO DE SISTER! ROAR !!!! Kanineh... LAWRENCE U SHALL DIE....
N also wondering how is VAl de.. Kinda worry abt her.. =.- pray dat she is fine... *PRAY! lord, plz bless her.. Muacks..
Tis is e Best message i receive Today muahahha

"Feelings dun come in like this, Example if i dun love u means no.Even u become prettier also no.. Cuz my feelin for u had been develop since last time.. so as i say I will love ya forever. N u no nid do anything for meto love ya as my feeling for ya will stay the same even if you dun love me"

Wahaha ! sweet ma? weee i like ^^ Although U guys will tin abit lau TU or mushy or Pian ren! BUt i dun Care Coz Simply i'm loving it ! mUacks.. I LOVe YA too BAobei +X...muahahaha...
NOmatter wad i'll be there for u .. Tel me hw u r feeling.. tell me wad u wanna say .Tell me wad u gonna do. cUz i love u ! wahahahs

sOpsnghujuan/GOSchngweilun......31/10/05

AI AI AI AI AI AI AI AI Love YOU!

...WORK...

2005-12-13T08:27:00.000+08:00

haha. 5 more mins i going work liew.. sian...
erm ... ytd work half day den go ai hse.. den nv realli tok coz abit outta topic...den he cal wo go out of his rm.. at first not i dun trust him. lol he say 3 yrs old kid also noe la.. but i dunno le-,- abit baichi sry ai... thot he got xinshi.. Sry ai.. i nv Dun trust u =.-
anyway all e probs i create de i should clear it.. erm ....
AI ni wei le wo ... change ur attitude
I shall Change my attitude betta for ya.. K! =D

Coz in r/s there shall be trust... *muacks..
HOpe u wun treat me so cool can le..^^
anyway hope u wun give up on me when i nv... K... thnx ai
love me e way u use to be... Can ma?

for wadever decisionu make i support u ...
*ur tattooo... go get it done ba ^^
Muacks

.where's my mp3.

2005-12-12T01:26:00.000+08:00

today... LOL! wake up at ard 3 plus to 4plus. den slack lo.slack slack slack.. den play maple awhile. i go over find wo de biao ge... den on one pei wo go down have my meal.. heng sia.. my biao ge pei wo *thnx thnx * tOday life is liek my last time de life.. ONe meal One day ... hahas... kinda full... Den come back.. watch tv "ma la Xian shi" weee weee. got yan cheng xu last time le.. lol! so nerd sia. After dat go hm.. log in msn nia.. surf friendster... all da stuff. den suddenly bobvin msn msg wo .. ask me wanna work ant.. is like network marketing de..he say he just started working .. he say his type of job gonna take weeks to get good pay.. sort of healthy products. introducing or wadever de.. he say his fwen work logner den him earn 30,000 k sgd permonth liao.. is like beauty de product.. he say today he just started.. he ask whether wanna join him..den he call me on my mobile fone den he explain everything with me.. den ask me consider.den give him a call. But lata i gonna work le.. 5 more hrs i nid to wake up liew. LOL! i 'm still so awake.. jialat..i still gonna see hows today work if doing fine den i will reject bobvin de job intro .lol.. but my work place kinda far at Chai chee le.! everyday gotta alone go Work alone go Home.. lol i nid music to pei me or else no others pei wo... BUT I DUNNO WHERE MY mp3 GONE TO MY GOSH!.. JIU MING AR!!!!...till nw i still finding..=.- ='( HOPE I can find My lovely mp3 soon.. ROAR!...Today omg , my ai =.- almost dead le.. lols slept for 18.35mins.. lol Long record..PIgGy KING is him le...den i called him, omg he alone eating.. actualli wanna pei him.. but he already eating le.. den i also bwg.. since he wanna alone den alone ba.~ ^^ den i bath come out , got a miss cal frm him. den i return his call back.he say , he forget wad to say le=.- lol! den he say me 12 am must slp latest but till nw i haven slp sia.. cannot get to slp how to.-.- hahas.sry ai...my mother ask me how is my ai n me le.. i say still doing fine.. den she say Why nv come our hse liao..-.- erm.. Hump... I also donno how to ans my marmi. hahas.hais mai think le. ^^ i go try get into slp .. HOpe tml my work is sucessful.. CHEERS. HOPE MY WORKING SPIRIT is BACK LIEK MOTOROLA DAYS! ROAR.. WORK EAT SLP>WORK EAT SLP.... EARN MONEY ... ROAR!!!!!!...

*p/s Btw today so sian surf friendster.. n doing some stupid test n Some Quest.. n e OUtcome.. mostly is.... my love n future life.... is Sweet but Short. is tis realli liek dis?.. isit realli Sweet but Short?... is MY love life.. Sweet n Short till.. ending realli fast ..IS it? anyone can tel me? i'm SCAREd n Terrific..Or am I just being Supertisious? LAst time in Schling life, do Tis kind of Test b4. its e same short but sweet.. but i choose not to belive.. BUT till NW still e same sweet , romantic but Short... ending fast Isit realli GONNA happen to me? gosh` God. Is tat e TRuth? Plz GUide mE.! i'm Scared ='( COnfuse& SCare nw='( hais.. NO body Does.Understand how i felt nw... Just wanna work workwork.. DUn wanna Think le..COz if tis realli gonna Happen Tis Is fate.. Nothing n NOone could change it i guess.. TIS IS SOPHIA FATE!!! ROAR!!!...
*i Love Crying when Bathing.. e sound + tears... NO one will ever heard n NO one will ever SEE or Find My tears...
Wadever Decision My Ai Choose. i respect him n Support him..=D
HaPpi Is wad I wanna HIm to be ! CHEERS
NItes~ ... NIte my dear ai (lun) .. .01.30am...

---HebPi Working SOPHIA---

...LanGamingDay...

2005-12-11T02:09:00.000+08:00

lol..today. wake up ard 1pm, get ready everything den ='( lol, i lie to my parents i went interview.but actualli ish go Langaming with Ai,adam,Rachel,Gwei,Ekiat,Reagan,Philip, n ah fai(lata on den come) ...
Then all e way i am sitting with rachel of coz.^^ gurl ma.. den Today i learn how to play Dota le.. finally can understand bit of tis game... Nice i can say.. interesting ^^ ... n i play SWAT4. like serious sam n Cs de.. lols.. i like. but i noob -.- Wahahas! Den i was quite happy coz i see Ai enjoyin himself so much with reagan.. seriously.. with him so long i nv See HIm Smile, LAugh So Much b4 le.. with reagan esp, he is so happy n enjoying himself.. start thinking abt myself? (did i make him so happy b4?)... *scratch head*... den today he whole day is like tag along with reagan.. but sometimes he got come over see how am i ba ^^ but rachel say "u n lun today dun look like couple..abit weird hor.. each one walk own way de" i hear liao...... jitao...... BWG... lol.. but i dun mind.. use to it le ^^ my past almost e same as tis incident.. Quite contented.. when i See HIm smile.^^ Coz' as lian say .. for this starting of e R/S must not give him pressure or too controlled over him n dun put too much hope on him?_? + too care for him.. lian say even guys treat liek dat .. both of use sure will take it for granted.. She ask me.. dun "xian de Yue Sheng, coz lata Shang de gene sheng" lol .. Coz at first lian thot Lun will be like gerald or my previous ex-bf liek dat fool me ard..den end up.. sick of me.. or wadever reason... but i told him abit Ai.. he say this guy not bad...betta den e others. den i say Of coz la.. lols..den sk me take care.. sha sha de lian.. wahah si sister...Nw wad i wanna do is.. mai think go much.. walk one step see one step... coz i tel ai. Simple R/S ba... simple Love.. Trying to learn wads dat although i'm e one who said it.. lols... Paisei i m Noob in 3v3rything even R/S.. roar.. i go orhorh le.. monday work liao.. HOpe i Get More N MOre tired everyday ... slp,work,eat,slp,work,eat...den i will not anyhow think le..Make myself more tired.. i will den get happier i guess... but can i tolerate? lols.. wahhaas.. "ans : unknown" JIAYOU sOp!
n thnx him for sending me hm ba.. ^^...

...Attitude Me...

2005-12-10T02:11:00.000+08:00

wah lau i write almost 15mins le tis blog den Ppooof all gone..

ROAR .. gotta rewrite again lo.. SEE!!!

aiya.. just a boring day as usual... wake up tio scold by my daddy.. hais..dunno wad to do also...

den slack all e way , design my blog .listening to music..den waiting for my Ai to wake up.. or at least send me a msg.. lol. but i today siao siao.. attitude freak la me.. give attitude..hais..

waiting online akfing my charc see whether he is online, go msn , see whether he is online, but all not online lol.. so i continue wiating.. in e meant time , i chat with Rachel.. tel him how i felt, n all e stuff lol... Girlstalk.. lol.den mandy call me.. so we chit chat as usual ..den chat awhile nia. i go bath den i come back i log in maple again. but i saw him online.my tat tiem de xing qing like ....hard to describe as i thot to him maple more impt n me to him no longer impt le.. den .. he say he did msg wo.. but at first i did not receive , n he say maybe connection problems.. lol.so i was liek started to quarrel with him, n he ask me wad exactly i wan. i couldn't ans it.=.- dunno why.den i say wad i felt is " we r like so mou shen" during tis 2 days... den he say "u got see couples EVERYDAY meet , den few days or nv meet will like dat de meh" wow.. i heard tis i xin tong den + he say "aiya..i dunno wad to pls u , u Do wad u wan ba frm nw on" hais. i hate tis verse sia..liek dun care for wo liew.Den tootpig starhub la. when i receive his sms i sian half.. lol. coz all this Shyt i start de.. Sry ai. den i keep saying sorry to him apologise to him.. coz realli my fault..

den after dat i sms with him le.. i told him ask him mai give up on me.n pls dun stop loving wo. or wadever mushy talks..but realli truly frm my heart ma. i did not get any ans.=.- den i say wah not ans frm u , ask him 2times bo ans.. den he say oo forgot. "nv leave u " =.-but dats not e ans i wan sia.. coz its away too diff frm e ans i get frm him last time.seee i say b4 le.. i may get veri veri veri sensitive de... untill sure will bth me one day de.. hais.. tis is wad i scare nia..hais.. hope he can tolerate n understand. Sry ai.den after dat meet him le.. we chit chat , at first abit liek paisei paisei.. den after dat.. i ask him e tihngs is like dun trust him liek dat .. hais.. WAD I WAN MAN! ROAR.. sry .. just sensitive. n insecure ba.when he say when he start to work.. maybe onli sunday meet nia..i was like my mind is .... nia lols..but gotta accpet it coz maybe he tired. but rachel ask me say at least meet for a dinenr liek dat den go hm.. meaning a short meeting. coz "imissu " but i dun dare say out l ol.. wahahas....SOPHIA SNG U R A SENsitive freak! i may say i trust him.. but still abit insecure.. ROAR>. dunno la.. lazy type liao la.. type 2 times.. roar.. e words disappear.. sian...Mayeb not be a gentle, sweet, itelligent gurl. but hoope u accept who i am .. ='9.. "inaDaze"

...sensitive Me...

2005-12-10T01:56:00.000+08:00

FK LA.. i write almost 15mins.. ALL GONE!

WadaDay! ROAR!

2005-12-09T16:26:00.000+08:00

dot dot dot.my stupid biao ge... frm ytd.. help me get e blog edited..till nw e time still not yet appear LOL!... LOUSY! hais.. wad a day today. Afternoon, wake up den go for dat "rexy de weilun" de inetrview at chai chee.b4 set off. got scolding by daddy again.Zhen de sian1/2. but nvm. coz when i woke up, i saw My Ai de Msg, den e whole day i was like shen jing bing lo.. Holding on da fone.wishing him to Reply wo .or something like dat .. n at first quite happy. coz ytd i say i wanna meet him ard 5 to 6 plus after his work. he say see first whether he tired ant.hais all e way hold e fone till hm, even mop floor, fone still me holding.BUt ard 9+ i received his sms. he told me. "sianz, His interview today veri sian. 1 of them nv bring ic.den no more le.. de Went lan gaming.den ask wo how abt me. eaten le ma".hais. Maybe he forgot abt it.Make me alone wait for him eat.wait till he say he lan gaming, but hais nvm i nv blame him, coz wo zhen de shen qi bu liao..But abit disappointed. Coz he went Enjoy whole day yet i alone worry for him, luckily is i nv cal n disturb him.wanted to cal but i thot he working carrying heavy goods.dats why nv.. but............... mai say le.. lols.Mayb. i starting to tin too much again. treat it as he mai mit me ba.. + today = 2 days no mit le .. . den i tin when my bro playing com dat time i was lying at his bed. taking a rest , i guess someone e feeling is like i was slping. but yet i was abit awake. coz i abit recall he called me.. den dunno wad happen next le.. den he msg wo i guess. BUt i ask him did i reply him, he say i did reply a "dUnno" hais.. Wad e Fk am i doing..mAybe i shall not mit him recently ba.. let him enjoy first ba.. coz for wad i felt, me like stressing him find jobs.. hais .. mai say le.. kandy wake up liew.. she at my hse frm 6+ slp till nw 1212am LOL! . update again...

Si ahWei..

2005-12-07T21:16:00.000+08:00

lOl. i dunno i have created how many blog, which i realli forget e id,webby + password le.. lOlx.hahas.. waiting for my biao ge help me Create this nicer Bloggies.. wait till neck long liew lo.
hais.. he working lo.. dunno he xin ku ant .. his back got problems.. hope he is doing fine..! =D waiting for his msg .. wee weee... si LunMei...

HOPE THIS BLOG QUICKily DONE .. roAR