wINks.. Its had been so dam F**king Long i nv blog le...
One reason is no time to blog
2nd reason is lazy to blog
3rd reason is too sick to blog
4th reason is... i dunno....

ROAR!

lOlx ... Omg ok i first tok abt all e past thing lol.. den get back to present.. LOL! erm Last few days or even weeks i have been working working working... den Stupid jaws.. realli make me suffer lo dotx.den quarrel n some miscommunication with Ai. den coz of small probs we nearly broke up.. coz when we quarrel n he said tat." i tin we seprate for n moment for both of us to think whether to continue our R/s. as i dun like ur attitude u dun like mine too" OMg tis sentence make me gone berserk...LOL. den immediatly my tears drop la duh. den after tat he say he dun mean tat..-.- but i dam heart broken liew.. LOL! den he say sry to me.. den came my hse.. den we back to normal.. heng ar i nv let him see my Cry Auntie Look.. *scary! but hor its kinda weird also..i realli dunno how to express my feelings..hais.. hais I may be childish la.. at all times..TInk too much all e while.. ( i tin i can be a script director yay?) keep thinking too much i tin i get alittle emotional liew. -.- BTH! but sometimes i realli got lotsa think to say but when i think carefully n wanna say out.. i forget everything.. ROAR.i clumsy la.. n i had a dreams n realli bad dreams past few days.. its like e dreams is all connected u see.. but i just keep quiet say once nia.. but e dreams is like SO real OMFG!
its like firstly.i had e dreams is when MY AI msg me saying he wanna Break with me Coz he n reagan think both of us not suitable.. n he wanna get on with his life.. den i was like wth.. i woke up GOt a shock.. quickly took my fone n see whether got such msg ant.,. end up dun have *heng!-.-
den 2nd nite. i dream of Rachel n adam.. adam give one beautiful stuff to rachel.. n rachel was so touch..n happy n they were so En ai.. Yet.. my Ai is with others gurl.. n i was left alone at aside-.-
den3rd dream.ermm.... mai say le LOL...BUt i realli dun wish all tis Dreams to cme thru.. *prAy!
finally la.. lian n LAw patch back again le^^
den workworkwork.. roar.. jaw drop sia.. den went to clinic.. dat doctor just gave me a painkiller n say nth happen KNS> waste my 20 bucks. roar! den afternoon ai come my hse pei me awhile.. den he go sell his fone so silly of him.. hAiz. den evening my aunt brought me to tan tock seng... den stupid doctor kns keep playing with my jaws like dat like de scene when king kong n dinosaur fight liek tat... so painful den gone to Xray .. n the doctor say its a special case .den xray 2 time den say my left side of my bone POP out.. ROAR say dislocate due to stress n things kept to my self.. Erm Stress i dun tin i have onli my Family problems .. things kept to myself.. got la.. but i dun wish to say LOL! n i deny ^^ Winks.den next day... go National dental Care.. roar xray again den e dental say MY bone e joint there FA yan.. Dunno which is which sia.. both side doctor say diff stuff.. but still nid to go on medication.. 3 wks.. cannot hurt my jaws. soft diet.say if 3 weeks still not well nid to put splint.. ROAR dat fees already cost a BOMB $ 20 + 70 + 80 roar... so ex rite....all tgt. den my aunt help wo pay.. hais i realli feel so guilty..my mama also veri xin ku le.. hais.i see my mum like dat i feel like hugging her sia..='( me infilial...
den on da 22nd my bro bday...go celebrate... watch movie "The Chronicle of NarNia" SO nice but wtf 9 person watch movie me n Ai go buy movie ticx.. kns.. so ma fan lo they all.. MY BRO wear my pants somemore.. lol... den edwin apologise to me n Ai. saying hope we forget abt the past n be friends.. , HEng ar.. finally tis big stone can put down n rest with no grudge le... den 23rd dec we go bugis buy clothes me ai, adam n rachel.n shop ard lo.. HeezZZ i cut short. den christmas eve me n ai early afternoon go beach road buy SHoes n his clothes.i suppose me n his shoe to be e same but diff colour nvm but end up i choose checkereds he choose skull head.. stupipd mickey mouse la.. DUn have his size ROAR.. can't u just make one size bigger ...will die meh ! ROAR.. but on dat day i kinda sick all thing no appetite i trying to buy things to eat but "Jia bey LOU" den go hm msg msg msg msg with ai.. i fall asleep.. den wake up prepare everything.. i meet up with them, tis is the day i have 3 extra great fwens " rachel(all a long good jiemei=X), Sharon (guowei fwen), Yifeng (adrian de gf )" we 3 was liek gurls talk all da way.. Hais BUt i kinda bad lo.. although i noe wad kind of person adrian is but he ask me to help.. hais.. i also dunno how to reject,, roar. den guowei, see him like so xin ku.. like sharon but yet sharon got bf de.. i realli wanted to help them le.. Hais.. Maybe lata i yue bang yue mang.. n AI say "ru guo wo bu ren shi ni , wo yi ding hui jue de ni Sibey KPO" hais.. say i all things also wan help.. Hais.. i hear liao .. jitao sad.. bo wei gong.. lol
n OH YA OMG OMG OMG!!!! TIS YR CHRISTMAS '05 I WILL NV FORGET ROAR...my precious V change name to nV. -.- hais but kinda sad. after tat.. as he doubt wo.. i was like once he ask i wanna cry out heng onli tears drop.. although he got cheated b4.. but if anyone is to put them in my shoe u all will understand.. Hais.i even gotta swear.. Kinda disappointed... den he told me " dear somehw i still dunno why u gave me but i will not let u down hee. N tis is e first time i got tis special feelings.......blac blacblac..... n
u r my destiny loves one.." something liek tat.. hais. but still sad.. but trying to stay cheerful duh..n keep myself crazy at all times.. ^^ Luckily got my fever n sore throat or else i will be thinking tis n tat like just nw think thnk think supopse to pay $10 nett using sam machine for my hp bill n 139.45 to 7 eleven ROAR i make e payment opposite n end up my posb bo lui also cannot deposit tempporaily out of service,,.*sian diao... den i quickly gone home go take another receipt.-.- in da daze sia..

i realli wanted to say something after tis incident.. last time whenever i say got chiobu my ai sure say tel me for wad..but after so many things happen today i joke la.. n say got chio bu he say "WHERE" n he turn ard.-.- maybe i am thinking too much.. coz its always normal.. for guys to look at gurl duh! but i still think dotx me........

maybe tis my first time.. which hais.. dunno la... i realli hope he realli trust me n not "to suspect he guilty, to trust he doubt" hais...
I realli dunno wad to do sia... BUt just hope he stay happy with wo.n not find me a boredom, KPO, attitude sucker, Bad temper. n lots more..hais... HAO FAN arrrrrrrrrrr....


all the times i find my self ugly.. roar..

oh ya.. Tianya say lol he n rabi spending 2nd christmas tgt as i told her tis 31st is me n lun 2nd month lol.. den she say grats n she say hope u n lun will spend all e christmas tgt..tis is wad i hope also but will it come thru??? still a mystery!

rachel also just msg wo saying wad will u feel when ur bf go out with another gurl everytime.. n he noe u dun like it yet he still insists.. n treat as tat gurl n ur bf is veri good fwen.. ? she also dam sad.. she nearly sak me out go drink. but he got work tml.. HOpe she slp well. n rest well..
ke lian her.. =D.. Rachell.... BU yao Xiang tai DOu.. dun be like me over think .. lols^^

wo hao lei. bu shou le.. SayO

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