lol.. today so shiok no nid work le.. sudden change wahahas..
den midnight at hm slack.. slack n sms with my ai.. wadahell dunno wad happen to e connection make oth of us sms we send all nv receive le.. dot... den after dat he cal me.. den cal awhile hang up, cal awhile hang up.. make me so worry dunno wads happen to him sia.. scare scare.. den e last he cal he say he was at hm =.- "TadahhHhhhh~ i heard "Ding DOng Ding Dong" sound of da 7-11 ... Dot.. lol.. but i still worry ma.. end up i tel him i wanna meet him .. abit bhb... but no choice i miss him .. muahahas.. n kinda worry for him.. b4 he cal me i was reading his blog.. omg... den his blog sound so sad.. yet i'm his gf i am still here doing nth.. make me so guilty.. n touch... dunno he wei le wo..worry so much stuffy.. Dui bu qi ai..den i wrote him a testimonial.. den wanted cal him stright away when i hold e fone stright away he cal me wahahha.. XIn ling xiang tong.den i meet him le.. we sit at staircase... wah lau.. i see him so many shang kou... i abit heart pain.. wanted to hug him like sayang him.. ke lian de him.. but i didn't coz no courage to do so...den i help him rub his wound dot.. i dun dare too hard but he say he nv feel anything.. dot dot dot... but i still try my best.. Coz i realli wanna Sayang HIM! muahahas let him feel xin fu n dun let him feel lonely.. coz i will always be there.. after dat... i hug him...lol... dunno why =X.. Maybe coz i scare of losing him? .. also make me think n think.. e blogpost he say
" no $ = no nth. a no future boy mit a bright future gal = happy endin or no sad endin? haiz mayb we wil soon b apart frm each other.. why? lack of communiccation? lack of care? lack of love? lack of concern? lack of many more.." Hais .. dunno wad he mean.. But hope i dun go wild think .. lol.... cOz i realli hope we can last .. n wanted to ans Some of my dear de Qns..he stat in his Blog.. there i go:

1) "sumtimes i REALLY wonder is she really happy when wit me or wif her frends?"
- AI ... U no nid wonder.. Coz u should noe i am always happy to be with ya.. Coz i'm in love with ya.. n gona stick to ya for e rest of my life.. if possible! although i may be childish but i trying my best not to =D

2)"we r reachin 2 mth.. but i dunno wut to get for her???? fuckit man! oso dunno wher to go???
- Ai . as u say I wan ur heart nia =X
n as long as i'm with u , e place where we were is still as wonderful..like a wonderland. coz U r wonderful... *winks!

3)"Mr l0nELy - LuN & s0p - i love you but do u stil love me?
-Ai... Chng WeiLun, u Love Me(Thanx) as i
LOve YA v Much tooo...~ there is no still.. coz i am always loving u !

4)"paran0iD - miNd in a cha0s! - wil we b like last time?i had change everythin since the day i change my attitude n she change her attitude. = (
-AI... ur words too Chim le.. Wad u Mean? ??

5)"haha then gw jio sae play last game tt wil b til abt 12midnite then as i wan to mit darlin as i dunno she wan to mit me anot oso as she wil eugene they all enjoyin mayb i too bhb wan mit her ji tao sae wan mit."
-AI... i also wan meet u wad.. wahahas.. I am always waiting to meet u .. dunno why. just no courage to do so...Dui bu qi

hao le.. though u always ask me dun say Sry n Thanx to ya.. But there is always a Millions Thnx n sry i wanna say to u .. Dunno why.. Muacks....

oops lets continue.. after hugging him , we went to meet adam.. go his hse.. let ai n him smoke den i help him train his charc. awhile nia.. den ai say my Dark circles veri dark.. me so paisei -.- Feel myself dam ugly.. Fk it.. lol..den after dat he send wo hm le.. out of da lift lol.. i suddenly hug him n stop awhile.. dunno why feel like hugging but e time is liek kinda weird n he ask me "ni zai zou mou?" lol.. den i say nth continue walk.. n i feel like telling him i love u .. but i dun dare.. lata he feel disgusted wahahas...Oh ya.. he kiss me when we going out of da lift.. feel so happy *YipEeeeeee* Winks..

den slp le.. shyt sia.. off day ma.. den dunno why n gw also ask me whether wan go lan , of coz i wan my ai pei wo go, i wan him teach wo all e stuff i dunno.. dot.. den i wake him up frm slp.. den he sound kinda fed up .. hais.. sry ai.. coz i wish to spend more time with u during my off day. den we at bus all e way nv talk much.. feel so guilty dats why i nv talk to him Much.. coz he look kinda irritated by me or wad i tin... den we go play dota lo.. Wahaha " first time play World of War Craft" - tower defend.. GUess wad.. e last time i am e victory.. wahahas.. even Ai, Gw & engkiat also lost to me...Kaesss I am Well Defend.. muahahahs.. but when play Dota... i look so noob.. dot.. ask ai teach me.. but hais i tin i make him fed up again.. he sound so irrtated n fed up le.. teaching wo.. Sry ai.. i am stupid... Anyway thnx.. ^^ for guiding me..Zhen de xie xie ni... after dat we go take bus lo..Heng sia.. i so happy.. we hold hands all e way to take bus.. so Sweet =X.. sry i am siao lang.. den in bus he look so shagg n tired... make my guiltiness back ..SO SO SO SRy ai.~
den go to my hse nearby de pool centre... find my bro they all..
den saw HQ wasabi marmi de fwen ... she working there .. so pretty sia.. + today gw like de gurl also veri pretty.. So envy them.. all so fair..
HOw i wish i can be more Fair..hais...
den go mum mum with qiuping n her siblings.. coz my ai with fai they all playing pool ma.. den nelson say my Dark circle so dark so ugly.. look like 20+ 30+ de old auntie.. wah i hear like jitao sad... Feel so no confidence but to accept it.. hais... den ming ka n Gw nearly fight sia.. scary...
after dat Ai send me hm lo..~ End of toDay journey...

Sian Sia.. TML WORK LE! wahahhaas....
dun tin of playing , tml working,, Gambateeh~

my wish, is hope next yr i can GO Holiday with my ai.. even msia i also happy le ^^ Tats MY wish ...sry i'm childish...

anyway.. Thanx 4 ya care n Love... NItes~

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