.Saturday, December 10, 2005 ' 12/10/2005 02:11:00 AM Y
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wah lau i write almost 15mins le tis blog den Ppooof all gone..
ROAR .. gotta rewrite again lo.. SEE!!!
aiya.. just a boring day as usual... wake up tio scold by my daddy.. hais..dunno wad to do also...
den slack all e way , design my blog .listening to music..den waiting for my Ai to wake up.. or at least send me a msg.. lol. but i today siao siao.. attitude freak la me.. give attitude..hais..
waiting online akfing my charc see whether he is online, go msn , see whether he is online, but all not online lol.. so i continue wiating.. in e meant time , i chat with Rachel.. tel him how i felt, n all e stuff lol... Girlstalk.. lol.den mandy call me.. so we chit chat as usual ..den chat awhile nia. i go bath den i come back i log in maple again. but i saw him online.my tat tiem de xing qing like ....hard to describe as i thot to him maple more impt n me to him no longer impt le.. den .. he say he did msg wo.. but at first i did not receive , n he say maybe connection problems.. lol.so i was liek started to quarrel with him, n he ask me wad exactly i wan. i couldn't ans it.=.- dunno why.den i say wad i felt is " we r like so mou shen" during tis 2 days... den he say "u got see couples EVERYDAY meet , den few days or nv meet will like dat de meh" wow.. i heard tis i xin tong den + he say "aiya..i dunno wad to pls u , u Do wad u wan ba frm nw on" hais. i hate tis verse sia..liek dun care for wo liew.Den tootpig starhub la. when i receive his sms i sian half.. lol. coz all this Shyt i start de.. Sry ai. den i keep saying sorry to him apologise to him.. coz realli my fault..
den after dat i sms with him le.. i told him ask him mai give up on me.n pls dun stop loving wo. or wadever mushy talks..but realli truly frm my heart ma. i did not get any ans.=.- den i say wah not ans frm u , ask him 2times bo ans.. den he say oo forgot. "nv leave u " =.-but dats not e ans i wan sia.. coz its away too diff frm e ans i get frm him last time.seee i say b4 le.. i may get veri veri veri sensitive de... untill sure will bth me one day de.. hais.. tis is wad i scare nia..hais.. hope he can tolerate n understand. Sry ai.den after dat meet him le.. we chit chat , at first abit liek paisei paisei.. den after dat.. i ask him e tihngs is like dun trust him liek dat .. hais.. WAD I WAN MAN! ROAR.. sry .. just sensitive. n insecure ba.when he say when he start to work.. maybe onli sunday meet nia..i was like my mind is .... nia lols..but gotta accpet it coz maybe he tired. but rachel ask me say at least meet for a dinenr liek dat den go hm.. meaning a short meeting. coz "imissu " but i dun dare say out l ol.. wahahas....SOPHIA SNG U R A SENsitive freak! i may say i trust him.. but still abit insecure.. ROAR>. dunno la.. lazy type liao la.. type 2 times.. roar.. e words disappear.. sian...Mayeb not be a gentle, sweet, itelligent gurl. but hoope u accept who i am .. ='9.. "inaDaze"